Today was all about me and Sara finally getting on a horse again. At least the evening was all about that. In my and Saras head…

But that was just what we thought, and not the reality. When we arrived at JRK, we quickly found out that we where scheduled for a theory-lesson. Fine. We need the theory too. And our lessons with Ingela is allways educating.

But we where soon told that our fellow groupmembers had called earlier to say that we would rather use the time to plan our involvement in the activities this weekend.

Hopptävlingar 26-27 Maj för Häst och Ponny Lokal/Regional. LD – LA(90 – 120cm)

Wait a minute! Can they do that? I wanted my lesson. But Ingela was on a horse training outside already, so I soon figured out that nothing I could do would change facts. So I kept my mouth shut. Was that wrong? I did not want to start a fight when I wouldn’t gain anything from it…

Anyway, Elinor had made a very good cake. That made up for the dissapointment a bit. And we did the planning. But I didn’t feel like we really did much. Not much new information came to me, atleast. And when I think about what I am supposed to do saturday all I feel is anxiety. I know what is going to go on around the stable, but I have no clue whatsoever about the rest. Where am I supposed to send people and their cars once the parking around the stable is full? Notudden? I have no idea how you get there, so I can’t tell anyone.

Tomorrow… I don’t know. Maybe I’ll show up over there even though I said I wouldn’t. Just to get stuff sorted out. Right now, I just feel confused. I can’t understand how the others can seem so confident about it all. Maybe they know a lot of stuff I don’t…

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